ENTE NISHAGANDHIPOOVU

                                  Balyathinte  kusurthi niranja oormakalil ninnu koumarathinte madhuramaya oormakalum peri youvanathinte sughangal anubhavikkunna prayam.mohangal kondu pponthottam kettipaduthu athil sugandhamulla pushpangalum madhuramulla kaaikanikalum soundhariyamulla chithrashalabhangaleyum, elam kaatinte sughatheyum manasiletti kootukarum othu akhoshichu nadakkunna kadhanayakan.....angine avan avale kandu muttuka anu... prenayam enna vikaram avarilekku kadannu koodan athikam nalu vendi vanilla..

                             Avalude kannukalil thilangunna nakshathrathe thanikku kittiyirunnu enkil ennavan agrahichu..asthamanasooryante nishabdhathayum kadalinte azhavum pole ayi avarude bantham.. masangal kondu avar neythu kootiyathu oru jeevitham ayirunnu.. avarudethu mathramaya jeevitham.. avante snehapoonthottathil avalkku eetavum priyapetta vadamallipookal avan nattuvalarthy..mohangalum...pretheekshakalum nalki avan aa pookalkku sugandhameki..aval varumbol pookal kondu moodanayi avan kaathirunnu..ahh poonthottathil ellam marannu onnichu jeevikan avar kothichu

       Avarmathram ayirunnu annaa kadakarayil kure neram nokki .. avan agrahicha ahh nakshathrangal avanu ennu swanthaman... athine nenjondu cherthu vachu urangan vendiyulla kaathiruppu.. pakshe ahh jeevithathilekku pokan avarkku kazhinjilla.. avante vakkukalum.. snehavum ellam ottakkakki aval ahh kadakarayil ninnu maanju.. anna sooryasthamanathinu avante kannukalil thalam ketti kidanna chorayude niramayirunnu.. ahh nakshathrangal avane nokki chirichu maayunnathu pole avanu thonni..oru yathra mozhi polum parayathe avane thanichakki aval nadannakannu...!!

    Enitha aa poonthottathil mohabangal etu vaadi kozhinja oru pidi vadamallipoovukal mathram avanu swantham .. edakku oru nishagandhippovu rathri vidarnnu gandham pakarnnu veluppine vaadunna poovu...avante prenayavum prenayiniyum nishagandipoovukal ayi avanu thonni...avale kanda divasam anu aathiyamayi avante poonthottathil nishagandhi poothathu..aa poovinu avan avalude perittu suganthathinu prenayam ennum...pinnedulla rathrikalil avanu kootayi prenayam parathunna nishagandhiyum..avalude kannukalil ninnu adarnnu veena nakshathrangalum mathram...

      Vedanayode ..nirakannukalode aa poonthotathilekku nokki nirvikaranayi avan ariyathe prathichu...aa nishsgandhi poovu vaadatte....!!

                                                                                                            BALANANDA

   

LIFE

LIFE       

I REALLY WANT TO SMILE FROM MY HEART,

BUT NOW I CANT DO IT AS BEFORE.

I MISS SOMETHING SOO DEEPLY ,

BUT I KNOW,

MY LIFE IS ON A JOURNEY ,

WITH THE MEMORIES OF MY PAST,

TO THE DREAMS ABOUT MY FUTURE.

I DONT KNOW WHERE I AM NOW,

BUT AM SURE

I’M ON THE WAY TO MY DREAM DAYS.

FOR THIS,

AGAIN I WANT TO SEE THE TOGETHERNESS,

THE BRIGHTNESS OF SMILE OF MY SWEETHEARTS,

THE BEAUTY OF HAPPINESS.

FOR THIS ,I WANT,

MY FRIENDS, CLOSE TO MY HEART,

ARE THOSE WHO WERE WITH ME,

WHENEVER I AM UPSET.

MY SIBLING,THE FIRST GIFT FROM GOD,

THE PRECIOUS GEM OF MY LIFE.

MY LOVE, THE PERFECT BETTERHALF FOR ME

MY HEARTBEAT , MY CARE TAKER,MY FUTER,

THE ONE WHO HOLD MY HAND FOREVER.

I REALLY WANT THOSE DAYS BACK..

WHEN MY MOM CALLS ME

ALL THE CHILDISH NAMES AS SECRET.

I REALLY WANT THOSE DAYS BACK..

WHEN I CAN SLEEP COMFORTABLEY,

ON THE CHEST OF MY DAD.

I REALLY WANT THOSE DAYS BACK..

WHEN I STARTED TO CRY FOR A TOY,

MY SISTER LL COME CLOSE TO ME ,

FOR GIVING HER FAV TOYS TO ME.

I REALLY WANT THOSE DAYS BACK..

WHEN MY FRIEND MADE ME ALONE,

AND WE BOTH WERE SURE ,

WE ARE STILL TOGETHER BY HEART.

I REALLY WANT THOSE DAYS BACK..

WHEN THE TEARS FOR A TOY CHANGES,

TO THE TEARS OF HAPPINESS

FOR THE TOGETHERNESS...

FOR THE BRIGHTNESS..

FOR THE REAL LOVE..!

                                                                                                                                      BALANANDA

20.2.2012

TO MY LOVE..

HIM

When i need a hand to hold,

I searched for many, except his.

(He was very next to me but i didn’t see him)

When i need a shoulder to cry,

I gone for other but not his.

(He was there but i didn’t see him)

When i really want to share something,

I saw many but never see him.

(He was there but i didnt see him)

When i really need someone to listen me

I didnt see anyone except my heart.

When i want to share my happiness,

I saw many and we laughed togethr,

But i didnt see him there.

when i want to wipe my tears ,

i said to my hands to do it,

but there i felt his presence,

he wiped my tears.

When i want him to be with me always,

He was there with me whenever i wanted.

When i really want to tell him,

That i missed him these years,

He listend me silently.AND SMILED

when i really want him to say,

that he loves me, he did

i said the same that “I LOVE YOU”.

Whenever my eyes blinks

I saw him near me..

Holding my hands tightly..

Smiling at me..

Laughing for my poor jokes..

Listening me ..

Careing me like a kid..

Hugging me with his smiles...

Kissing me with his eyes...

I just wanted to tell him that,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...!!